It was Tuesday November 15th of 2011 and I anxiously paced the floor all day. Several times I went to the window to search the sky for the ship I knew was coming for me. I felt them nearby, but even more, I had been told that a meeting was going to take place and I needed to be there. I didn’t care what the reason was- I just wanted to be with my guys again on the ships I loved so dearly. Secretly, I was hoping that this would be my final “pick-up” and that I’d not be returned to the 3-D world, but be allowed to stay on that side of the veil for the upcoming event. As I prepared for bed I felt a little let down. Clearly, it was going to be one of those “middle of the night” episodes that I am not so fond of. I preferred they come during the daylight hours- they knew that…darn it.

The next morning I knew nothing had happened and once again I started to watch the sky. I could still feel them near, so I knew the rendezvous was still on. Midafternoon on the 16th my partner and I went into town to do a few errands. I’m not sure what time it was when we started to head home- maybe about 4. It was November, so it was just starting into the twilight part of the day as the sun made its way toward the horizon. We were about a mile from my house when we came up a little rise and saw a large ship floating silently and slowly up the valley. It was low- just skimming the tops of the scattered trees in the pasture. Neither of us thought to take a picture of the beautiful ship- which shows we were already under their control to some extent, as my friend always took pictures- he’s a bit of a fanatic about that. I turned to him and asked him if he saw it and he nodded. We were both mesmerized by the sight.

The next thing we knew we were about 50 yards up the road, parked on the shoulder and the ship was gone. I got upset- I thought I’d missed the meeting and along with it, the opportunity to go onboard. We drove further up the road looking for them, but nothing. Slowly, the memories started to come to the surface. We had gone aboard the ship. I clearly remembered having to go through a decontamination procedure- something I’d never had to do before. I didn’t have a lot of recall, but I was very emotional after this encounter…sad being the most prevalent feeling. I didn’t know why, except I knew that I’d heard the word “hijack” during my time on the ship. Eventually, I recalled that I’d been told that the dark forces were fighting harder and longer than we’d anticipated. They were trying, once again, to hijack the awakening of humanity. The timeline for earth’s ascension had to be postponed for some years….as long as ten years- to give earth’s children time to raise their frequency and, hopefully, not miss this opportunity yet again. I recalled there were representatives from many different galactic races and it was an intensely serious gathering. There was more that occurred in that meeting, but I am still not sure of the details. They blocked me very well. I even flew to California to meet with Daryl Anka and get a reading from Bashar to open up the memory, but was told that some things, I simply could not know at this time.

So now it is 2018 and events are starting to move very quickly. We are in the midst of the chaos Da had warned me about, but it will get worse before it gets better. I would like to offer my thoughts on what might help us all to traverse these times and hopefully bring about the change we all long to experience.

1) One of the most important things we should do is to always keep upper most in our thoughts the truth that there is no one out there doing anything to us. It is imperative that we stay out of victim mentality. We are in an illusion. This is a game we are playing with ourselves. This is not easy for a lot of people to grasp and maintain as a core belief, but it is the truth. Our collective unconscious fear is what is playing out in front of us. Only by moving into a frequency of love can we bring about the “defeat” of the so called dark forces.

2) Let go of all beliefs. Empty yourself of all attachments to everything you have been told is real and true. You don’t need to analyze anything or find new beliefs, unless it is a belief that all beliefs are crutches. (-: That is the only purpose beliefs should serve in this illusory world…to help move you toward the truth. So become like an empty vessel- attachments of any kind will just hold you back and cause you to suffer.

3) Remember the truth of who you are. You are not your body. You are not alone. You cannot, in truth, be hurt or destroyed. Those things are only true in the illusion and we are in the process of leaving the illusion behind. We are moving into a reality where we will experience only that which is true. And that is love. All else will fall away…let it go.

4) Finally, take good care of your physical body during this time of transformation. Love it, honor it and appreciate it. I can hear you thinking- she just said, “We are not our body….this is a contradiction!” Actually, it is not. We are still in the game and we need to play by the rules for a while longer. That is what many of us find so challenging- to hold the truth of who we are while still in the matrix. It’s tough. Avoid all immunizations & find natural remedies instead of prescription drugs, eat only clean, organic food, avoid excess alcohol- none would be better, detox often, try to avoid meat, drink lots of clean water- which is not as easy as it should be. Exercise, go into stillness, spend as much time in nature as you can. Find balance. Read & listen to inspiring words and music. Monitor your thoughts- keep them of a high vibration.

I want to make clear here that this battle between light and dark is real only to the extent that we allow it to be real. Ego built this world and we allowed it, so we must be the ones to make a new world based in love. This so-called fight between good and evil is the same battle that is going on within us as we struggle to let go of that which has controlled our lives for so long….our fear. The fear comes from believing we are separate. It comes from the belief that we can be hurt. The irony is that we are doing it to ourselves and the fix is easy. Just remember who you are…that is why this is called the awakening.